Ode to Fight Club – Debbie Lee

Dedicated to Chuck Palahniuk, for the following lines from Fight Club:
I Am Jack’s Inflamed Sense of Rejection
I Am Jack’s Complete Lack of Surprise
I Am Jack’s Medulla Oblongata
I Am Jack’s Smirking Revenge
I am Jack’s Raging Bile Duct
I Am Jack’s Broken Heart
I am Jack’s Cold Sweat
I Am Jack’s Colon
I am watching TV on a PC
I am the flickering computer screen
I am individual letters on a motherboard
I am a cursory glance of the room
I am the kitchen sink
I am the curtainless window
I am a red velvet coat
I am an op-shop scarf
I am black stomping boots
I am ready
I am compelled to take action
I am enraged
I am a clammy droplet of sweat
I am vitriol
I am mascara-stained eyes
I am cursing the day we met
I am trapped in body
I am disembodied thought
I am the front door
I am walking out the door
I am walking
I am on a road to nowhere
I am walking away
I am nowhere
I am nothing
I am lonely
I am altogether alone
I am unknown shops
I am the consumer
I am my complete lack of surprise
I am saying hello how are you
I am likewise
I am offering goodbye see you soon
I am smirking as I know we won’t
I am my firm footsteps
I am walking nowhere
I am considering running
I am thinking of flight
I am prepared to fight
I am at the botanical gardens
I am the metal seat
I am sitting
I am not the tree
I am not the leaf plunging from the tree
I am not the leaves in the grass
I am not the grass
I am not the ants
I am not the bees
I am walking again
I am nowhere
I am nothing
I am lonely
I am altogether alone
I am unknown
I am nowhere
I am going nowhere
I am going regardless
I am gone